Jane Misanthrope
Jane Misanthrope
2008
You dyed your hair again, cut your bangs so thin
I can’t hide in front of them no more.
You ask me where I’m from. “Is it a place to live?”
It is, but, then again, that all depends.
The air will wet your hair and across the tare
you’re asked. “Hey kid, what’s with your colored friends?”
I found a place to go to witness Nature’s show,
twenty miles east of Pine Grove,
where the sun sets in to a brook, which snags itself upon a nook
silenced by the presence of gravestones.
As I lay my head amongst the dead, the irony in me took note:
Today I feel like anywhere is home.
I’ve not been anywhere since four years ago.
You ask me if I’ve loved, or variations of.
There was a girl of sense I never mad.
I’d sink in the back of my desk as she’d blow on the back of my neck
whispering, “Thanks for the mix-tape.”
She had a voice like summer breeze, lucid as an evergreen.
The kind that puts insomniacs to sleep.
Well I guess the truth remains I rained out our chance of day
when I kissed that girl with a flower for a name.
It seems we never spoke after letters I never wrote.
Writing her always felt like home.
I’ve not wrote anyone since four years ago.
You sent me a snake-skin diary
and said you couldn’t promise me
the gauntness that proceeds my cheeks
was seen in all your poetry.
You’re feather-pillow talking sweet
and nervously telling me
your favorite discrepancies
of childhood and virginity.
The things you did you say you don’t
and the things I will I probably won’t
cause there’s no river capable to flow
from Virginia to Colorado.
You ask me where I’ve been.
I said in Hampton, imagining the voice of a girl in the graveyard wind.
She had a voice like summer breeze, lucid as an evergreen.
The kind that puts insomniacs to sleep.
Sing to me in a graveyard Lauren Reed.
Copyright 2007 James Germain
A Girl and a Graveyard